amor es angustia. i am in london and the weather is super fly. the tube is not so great because being underground is not so great in thrity degree heat with billions of strangers. poor ants. the plus side is that hot pants are in season and my glastonbury tan has shown no signs of fading..,the sun is relentless, my appetite is hiding except of course for my appetite for debauchery and handsome boys, exchanging smiles, staying up all night and watching jellyfish for hours! i went to the aquarium yesterday and i felt at home..! i am rabbit-sitting for a few days and seeing some friends i am sure everywhere in london will be rammed tonight for the weather is mind blowing and it's friday! the weekend is breathing down my neck. i am off to big chill then intrepid fox, i hope it is okay to wear flip flops and short shorts ...?
ICELOLLY BREAKFASTS, SUPER-TAN, SEAGULLS, SHANGRILALALA, LDN UNDERGROUND, HAVE A LIL SPIN ON THAT, FANTAMDMA, HALOUMI CONES, MUM TATTOOS, SNORTING A LINE OF GLITTER, BRUISES, CUBEHENGE, KYLIE MINOGUE, BONFIRES, PIMMSOCLOCK, DAYTIMEDUBSTEP, HARMONICA, HAT SHOP, TEEEEGAN AND SARAH, YOU KNEED ME I NEED YOU, CHINESE LANTERNS, DANCING IN KNICKERS, SEAGULLS, MOONLIGHT, GIVE IT SOME WELLY, CARTWHEELS, WOO WOO, FRENCH ACCENTS, IRISH ACCENTS, PURPLE VOMIT, BROTHERS, HARE KRISHNA, JURASSIC5, TAPAS, G+T, GOLDEN OPPORTUNITIES, MEOWMEOW, SUNSHINE, ROBERT MUGABE, BONJOVI, TOFU, SHOUTING AT PLANES, LAUGHING GAS, GORILLAZ FEAT SNOOP, STONE CIRCLE, BIFFY, THE PARK, 99P, QUEUES, CHILL N CHARGE, FOOTBALL, NACHOS, WATERAID, BUBBLEGUM, AUTOGRAPHS, RED PEN, COWBOY HAT, BUYING INSTRUMENTS, LONG DROP, IM GONNA ROLL YOU, THE DRUG SLUG, SIT ON IT, CHANGING THE HOOVER BAG, STEEVIE, YOU COME ALIVE AT NIGHT(!), MENTAL ILLNESS, MUMS YOGA MAT, DANIEL BRAIN, HELOO KITTY, BRISTOL, CIRCUS, TRAFFIC, HUMMING, PASSING OUT, TENT OCD. "collective madness is called sanity"
You may forget the details and you can forget the dates but never Forget the moment when the light revealed her face To be poor by lack of money but by god be rich in prize I found my youths desire dark within her eyes And the tent kept breathing something and then she cried - 'Hold on we're going somewhere else tonight' We're going somewhere else tonight baby yeh!
And my friends they are the heroes of the loneliness that's life And though everyone has a weakness only some they are defiant While most of us can see only a few have the gift of sight Would you walk with me
i bought a load of backdated vogues and ELLEs yesterday for 25p each from a charity shop and a load of seahorses to decorate the bathroom with. i keep adding things to my mental wishlist, things i 'want want want', things i 'need need need', i hope this does not make me materialistic, i never end up buying most of these things anyway so i suppose it is just fantasizing.
i had such weird dreams last night where i was pet-sitting for someone and their pets were 100's of tropical fish and tiny crocodiles the size of lizards? the dream may or may not have been influenced by the monsoon like rainstorms that were happening outside my still-curtain-less windows. the road outside our house looked more like a river than a road. i considered going to play outside in the warm/wet paradise but lightening and thunder provoke a real, child-like fear within me that usually prevents sleep and increases heart-rate!