Wednesday 30 June 2010

bloody your hands on the cactus tree, wipe them on your dress and send it to me.





Thursday 17 June 2010


You may forget the details and you can forget the dates but never
Forget the moment when the light revealed her face
To be poor by lack of money but by god be rich in prize
I found my youths desire dark within her eyes
And the tent kept breathing something and then she cried -
'Hold on we're going somewhere else tonight'
We're going somewhere else tonight baby yeh!

And my friends they are the heroes of the loneliness that's life
And though everyone has a weakness only some they are defiant
While most of us can see only a few have the gift of sight
Would you walk with me

Thursday 10 June 2010

If I wine and dine her she just might sedate me
She's so beautiful she keeps my prescriptions full

Tuesday 8 June 2010

i wish halloween would come more than once a year

Sunday 6 June 2010

good vs. bad

i bought a load of backdated vogues and ELLEs yesterday for 25p each from a charity shop and a load of seahorses to decorate the bathroom with. i keep adding things to my mental wishlist, things i 'want want want', things i 'need need need', i hope this does not make me materialistic, i never end up buying most of these things anyway so i suppose it is just fantasizing.
i had such weird dreams last night where i was pet-sitting for someone and their pets were 100's of tropical fish and tiny crocodiles the size of lizards? the dream may or may not have been influenced by the monsoon like rainstorms that were happening outside my still-curtain-less windows. the road outside our house looked more like a river than a road. i considered going to play outside in the warm/wet paradise but lightening and thunder provoke a real, child-like fear within me that usually prevents sleep and increases heart-rate!

Wednesday 2 June 2010

hip pop

i have to admit, everything feels really shit right now.